Post by abibenitez on Nov 18, 2017 23:42:01 GMT
Hiiii everyone,
So before we swapped, I had a really GREAT call with Miranda. The previous night she had jokingly said on the house call that she felt like she was on the bottom however, I knew she wasn't joking so I decided to have a call with her and I approached her about it and I told her I wanted to make sure she was okay. She then told me that she knows that if we lose she's in trouble and I told her "well tbh you haven't been here but I really want to get to know you". I wanted to be honest with her because I felt that if I wanted her to trust me and I had to keep it real with her. She then told me that she really appreciated that I didn't sugar code it and was honest with her. She then ended the call by saying "The moment you were honest with me, was the moment you had me" and I believed her and hoped it was true, I was ready to work with her for sure.
Before we swapped I also made a HUGE MISTAKE which could hurt me down the line. I feared that Alex wouldn't fully have Matthew's back in a swap and I needed Matthew to know it all so I told him that Alex had the idol.He seemed kinda upset with me for not telling him sooner and I didn't have much time to really explain and I just feel like it didn't go well and I might've lost one of my closest ally. It kinda sucks because I did it out of loyalty and put my game at risk to make sure he would be okay. I also fear that Alex and Matthew could compare notes and If they find out I had a F2 with both of them (WHICH WASN'T EVEN MY INTENTION SINCE MATTHEW PROPOSED IT), that could bring me problems. We will see but that one mistake might've cost me both of my allies - I really hope not though. ugh
Anyway, we swapped and I am immediately shook. This tribe is so intimidating tbh. Of course out of ALLL people, I swapped with Eric lmao I literally "W T F " outloud. I'll give some quick first impressions.
So the way the tribe swap was 2vs2vs1vs1 so Eric and I could easily be considered a duo. My plan going into this tribe was to say the truth and not make us seem as a pair however I do think that Eric always saw us as really tight. Anyway, I spoke to Patrick this morning and we basically agreed to work together and he asked me about Eric and I told him the truth which was MAINLY to not be seen as a duo - I told him that he's okay but he doesn't communicate much WELL apparently Eric had different ideas and he had told Patrick that he loves me and that we plan on sticking together and would love for Patrick to join us. Now that is scary because I don't want to be seen like that but I had to sorta play it off like I was totally down but If I had to I would be okay with voting but I NOTED to Patrick that Eric could be someone that is extremely loyal.
Then I got on call with Eric where he updated me and told me what Patrick had already told me. He also mentioned how much he liked Patrick and wanted to work with him (I then RAN to Patrick and told him that so that Patrick would trust Eric more). Anyway, I am convinced that Eric is 100% with me but I don't know how good he could be for my game. I don't want to vote him but I will not risk my game to save him, although I do think that if myself Eric and Patrick can survive the first time we lost then we can easily have majority and run this tribe. Eric also mentioned that he thinks Stephen could have an idol and would want him to hopefully flush it by spreading Stephen's name. I told him that I supported him and that he could take the lead. I don't really want to push anyone's name, right now I am staying calm and collective. HE also mentioned that MOST HILARIOUS SHIT EVER, He told me he doesn't like Adrianne because her being so happy and shit made her seem fake (iN MY HEAD I AM LIKE THAT'S YOU THOUGH). LMAO ANYWAY, Eric is my boy and I hope that we can survive, I know I can trust him and I want to have his back but to the extent that it puts me i danger.
If we were to lose, I honestly have no idea what will happen. I THINK the people that could possibly be in danger are Andy, Eric and maybe Adrianne? If that were to happen then I would like it to be Andy although I think him and Adrianne are pretty close (I think Andy, Adrianne and Taylor had an alliance) so it may not be easy. I don't know, right now I am just praying that we're strong enough to win these challenges and hopefully not ever go to TC.
Okat that's it for now <3
So before we swapped, I had a really GREAT call with Miranda. The previous night she had jokingly said on the house call that she felt like she was on the bottom however, I knew she wasn't joking so I decided to have a call with her and I approached her about it and I told her I wanted to make sure she was okay. She then told me that she knows that if we lose she's in trouble and I told her "well tbh you haven't been here but I really want to get to know you". I wanted to be honest with her because I felt that if I wanted her to trust me and I had to keep it real with her. She then told me that she really appreciated that I didn't sugar code it and was honest with her. She then ended the call by saying "The moment you were honest with me, was the moment you had me" and I believed her and hoped it was true, I was ready to work with her for sure.
Before we swapped I also made a HUGE MISTAKE which could hurt me down the line. I feared that Alex wouldn't fully have Matthew's back in a swap and I needed Matthew to know it all so I told him that Alex had the idol.He seemed kinda upset with me for not telling him sooner and I didn't have much time to really explain and I just feel like it didn't go well and I might've lost one of my closest ally. It kinda sucks because I did it out of loyalty and put my game at risk to make sure he would be okay. I also fear that Alex and Matthew could compare notes and If they find out I had a F2 with both of them (WHICH WASN'T EVEN MY INTENTION SINCE MATTHEW PROPOSED IT), that could bring me problems. We will see but that one mistake might've cost me both of my allies - I really hope not though. ugh
Anyway, we swapped and I am immediately shook. This tribe is so intimidating tbh. Of course out of ALLL people, I swapped with Eric lmao I literally "W T F " outloud. I'll give some quick first impressions.
- Patrick - This is a tough one. Patrick and I have history from my previous game. He basically backstabbed me and was the reason why I left. However, that was an old game - he was loyal to me and had my back until that point so I know for a fact he could be very loyal. I need to use the fact that we were both in a way loyal to each other and go from there. It's hilarious because Matthew and I were on the phone as we swapped and i was like "PLEASE NOT PATRICK" and then once Patrick got in, I messaged him and was like "YASSSSS" at this point though, I really trust him.
- Stephen - gahhh I am gagging cause he's actually so freaking cool. He has made tremendous effort to talk to me and I really appreciate that. He's someone I could see myself working with in the long run and for right now, I plan on getting closer and closer to him.
- Andy - We also have been talking a lot and I like him as well. LOL Although Patrick seems to think he isn't as active which I found kinda funny. I agreed with him because why not but he does talk to me and I have been trying to get to know him.
- Adrianne - OKAY QUEEN. She was actually the person I liked the MOST from the first night - like she legit volunteered to eat my ass and I was SOLD. Here's the bad thing, I think she's really busy with work and our schedules don't align so I haven't been able to talk to her much one on one and I really hope I can asap. I would love for her to be one of my main allies - Patrick told me she went to rocks for her ally in Conquest so she could be someone who could be a strong ally.
- Eric - Drives me crazy but I have no doubt he's 100% with me. I will go into details in a bit.
So the way the tribe swap was 2vs2vs1vs1 so Eric and I could easily be considered a duo. My plan going into this tribe was to say the truth and not make us seem as a pair however I do think that Eric always saw us as really tight. Anyway, I spoke to Patrick this morning and we basically agreed to work together and he asked me about Eric and I told him the truth which was MAINLY to not be seen as a duo - I told him that he's okay but he doesn't communicate much WELL apparently Eric had different ideas and he had told Patrick that he loves me and that we plan on sticking together and would love for Patrick to join us. Now that is scary because I don't want to be seen like that but I had to sorta play it off like I was totally down but If I had to I would be okay with voting but I NOTED to Patrick that Eric could be someone that is extremely loyal.
Then I got on call with Eric where he updated me and told me what Patrick had already told me. He also mentioned how much he liked Patrick and wanted to work with him (I then RAN to Patrick and told him that so that Patrick would trust Eric more). Anyway, I am convinced that Eric is 100% with me but I don't know how good he could be for my game. I don't want to vote him but I will not risk my game to save him, although I do think that if myself Eric and Patrick can survive the first time we lost then we can easily have majority and run this tribe. Eric also mentioned that he thinks Stephen could have an idol and would want him to hopefully flush it by spreading Stephen's name. I told him that I supported him and that he could take the lead. I don't really want to push anyone's name, right now I am staying calm and collective. HE also mentioned that MOST HILARIOUS SHIT EVER, He told me he doesn't like Adrianne because her being so happy and shit made her seem fake (iN MY HEAD I AM LIKE THAT'S YOU THOUGH). LMAO ANYWAY, Eric is my boy and I hope that we can survive, I know I can trust him and I want to have his back but to the extent that it puts me i danger.
If we were to lose, I honestly have no idea what will happen. I THINK the people that could possibly be in danger are Andy, Eric and maybe Adrianne? If that were to happen then I would like it to be Andy although I think him and Adrianne are pretty close (I think Andy, Adrianne and Taylor had an alliance) so it may not be easy. I don't know, right now I am just praying that we're strong enough to win these challenges and hopefully not ever go to TC.
Okat that's it for now <3